QUENCH MY THIRST.
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wan to SERVE HARD
CCHMS : 50
brother to receive Christ
go VJC
ripples slipper
EB : 35
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Thursday, December 29, 2005
i wanna come home. i wanna desire for You.
PLEASE.
changeme.
11:04 PM
hmmx.. thinking of living 48 hr days.. it'll be cool.. and i can do more stuff.. esp once my body adapts... so gonna try... yup... not gonna slp tonight... hah...
left bio, amath, phy, eng situtaional writing for hols hwk.. haix... school starting soon... dun wanna go back... its o'lvls for mi.. i wish i could rest for like 1 yr and dun nid to study.. but s'pore education system isn't liddat.. it doesn't allow... after o'lvls is a'lvls.. then comes uni.. sianx... then we haf to work... i wanna slack dun do anything for like 1 yr... haix... unfortunately... i'll have to study then work... haix...
nvm..
God bless...
/ wanna be closer, wanna stand by ur side. i wanna come home
changeme.
10:49 PM
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
haha.. gone crazy.. sorta.. been watching school of rock... like 2 to 3 times.. haha.. then past few days been reading... books.. stories that i have read so many times before... haha... really haven been doing hwk... slacking... its like the last wk of school and i am slacking.. haven even finis my hwk... haha.. crazy mi la...
/i wan it back. i'll start today. fill my heart.
changeme.
11:09 PM
Monday, December 26, 2005
thankk you to those who gave mi prezzies and cards.. i will treasure them
changeme.
2:35 AM
i wanna marry You, Jesus.
changeme.
2:05 AM
haix.. even though i blog le i still feel troubled...
to you: sometimes i see u smile and i wish i could be the one to make u smile. why are u so distant.. its not ur fault, i know that.. its just you being you.. i don't blame you.. jsut pray that one day i can be much closer to you..
to the ones who may cause my stumbling: you won't stumble mi... i won't let any of you stumble mi.. i wanna have trust and faith in God's will and God's ways.. i will not be stumbled so easily... i will stand firm in faith... i will nv give up my trust and belief in God... never will i ever lose faith and trust in God... i will always rely on God... and i will do my very best to serve Him..
i feel so inadequate at many times.. i am so often at a loss... i dislike to have such qualities.. but still they are a part of me... i always feel so useless and so helpless... i am just so in adequate on doing stuff.. haix.. but i realli nid to just do my best for God and focus... i must see that God will fill up the inadequate parts of me... haix... i need to focus...
/sorry that i dun have the courage to tell u face to face
changeme.
1:45 AM
woohoo... xmas eve and xmas was so cool... love it! got to spend time wif ppl in the east, and got to go caroling.. hahs...
went wif grace to service... was late to meet swee hong so nv meet... cos svc was starting.. steph was also there.. hahs... we both wore red shirts... then svc was just like the one on friday.. then there were some converts.. even kia liang converted.. praise God.. hope no one backslides...
then went to star hub.. ate ice kachang.. hahs... then rushed a few postcards... everybody was rushing.. lolx... then went to mrt and took to raffles b4 switching... grace and cat got left behind but mi and qians waited for them... so took the train to tanah merah... then grace din come for party.. sad.. then on the way to lestari's hse learnt something frm qians.. learnt to realli connect and care for the ppl... we nid to connect to the ppl.. can't let them feel left out... yup... them went into lestari's hse... a bit cramp...
there was a short drama.. hahas.. then dennis spoke a bit.. then we went ard xchanging gifts and stuff.. i could only gif out post cards.. yupx... then got some prezzies.. haha... then ate dinner... then played wif steph's and chessia's balloon.. then dennis threw it on top of the umbrella and we tried to throw them in pool..
then came my crowning glory of the night.. i wanted to throw steph's balloon into the adult pool and i accidentally slipped and fell into the pool... haha.. no one pushed mi.. dotx... i am so careless.. hahs... ya. i was the only one la... then i think everyone knew.. lolx.. actualli it wasn't much la... thank God i brought extra full set of clothing... i just had the feeling to bring.. haha.. God knew... it was fun.. and certainly memorable... haha... then we spiltted into grps... went ard caroling... was fun.. though got rejected some... but was cool la.. haha...
then went back to lestari's hse.. we were the first grp... then waited for the rest... then dennis announced that some grps actualli got ang baos.. haha... can be used to pay for the rc... thank God... yup... so the brothers and EA left... EC actualli had no place to go but they found another place in the end... so left EB and serene.. she stayed wif us... =).. then we talked a little more... then start to count down.. then counted how many msges we received... and we played a little more till justina and chessia left... then started to watch chicken little... haha.. stupid show... lolz... then some of them went prata-ing.. hah.. actualli wanna go one.. but too lazy to walk.. haha.... then watched princess diaries 2... then they came back from prata-ing and the rest of us went to slp at 5am... i slpt on a soft sofa in the rm yenn was slping in...
woke up at ard 8am... was cold... saw pearly, lee ying and lee yan the the window.. sat there for quite some time b4 lestari woke up wif joy.. shern also woke up... then pearly and shern went to slp on the floor.. then lestari, joy, mi, lee ying and lee yan started to cook maggie mee.... then we ate breakfast... then joy tried to prank qians.. haha.. sorry qians... then every one started to wake up.. then i was talking abt jack driscoll.. then i played it and they started watching.. then they started to comment on him.. dunno wat eyebrows like dennis?? lolx.. then they kip watching and we started to cook maggie mee for a few of them.. then watch till it ended... it was already like 12pm... then packed up.. shifted the furniture back.. haha... then we left... but still got others left in the hse.. then i realised left the necklace hsiao en gave mi was left behind.. in lestari's hse... sad.. then took taxi wif steph home... then came home and slpt till 7 pm.. went to grandma hse... started on JUMP article... then went home..
xmas was really great.. spent time wif sisters and wif the east... stayed so impromptu-ly at lestari's hse... i wasn't really sure if i could stay and my dad actualli allowed mi.. haha... it was certainly memorable... =).... hope that i will continue to grow in God.. dun wanna stumble... have faith and trust in God... pray tat nxt yr will be a fruitful yr... praise God..
God bless...
changeme.
1:00 AM
Saturday, December 24, 2005
gosh.. had a really frigging long talk wif dad.. yupp... talked abt my family.. why can't we be successful... telling me that we can't lose in everything... we need to buck up.. and work hard.. do our best for this family...
then i said some things abt God... wah.. then his philosophy and logic was deep... like how can the ppl in China in the 16th century and before, go to hell, when they weren't even aware of who Jesus is... how can God judge them as sinners, when all they had done waas to lead a straight and good life... and he said, if God was like this.. He wasn't God... ya... then he talked abt lots of stuff.. mostly abt history... and all this kinda things... really, my dad has no faith at all.. he wans to know everything and be assured of wat he believes in...
haix.. he says that many ppl spoke to him abt God and realli, they can nv answer his questions... even senior pastors... cos his knowledge realli goes deep in history... its all abt faith, not facts.. i know.. but my dad has to be convinced thru facts and history and i dun have answers for that... dunno how.. if onli someone other than God can really clear all his doubts, but the thing is, some things u have to take it by faith and my dad doesn't have faith... He realli went thru lots of lots of ministering and evaxing b4 and still, they have nv answered his doubts.. haix... pray that one day, God will really touch him and realli send someone who can really convince him... haix...
then he came and told mi tat Jesus' birth was in June... yup.. i have heard that before frm tino who heard it frm ruilin... hmmx... stumbling.. coss my dad always asks such hard questions... so if Jesus' birth is in June, then wat had 25th of Dec got to do with Christianity... Then if Jesus bday is in Dec. then how do ppl count it till June??? dotx... very stumbling... cos he realli has no faith in God.. he isn't bad.. IN fact, he is a realliy good guy.. but the thing is, he doubts too much and have very very very little faith... haix.. dunno la... i think he has a million questions..if you can answer all then he'll be convinced.. his history really runs deep...
God, bless my dad...
god bless
changeme.
3:45 AM
hahs.. my hse jus installed a 40 inch tv.. its big.. haha.. then the other tv is still plugged in.. my sis din wan it out.. probably wants to enjoy the fun of watching two tv screens of powerpuff gurls at one time.. haha.. its def cool...
woot... so much left ta do.. marcom and sch.. haix.. dui bu qi ben... kip nv hand in articles on time... must strive to make it in time... ahhh.... jia you...
god bless..
changeme.
12:32 AM
Friday, December 23, 2005
year ending le... nxt yr jiu got o'lvls to take.. nid to study hard but also nid to balance evrything in life... its gonna be easy to back slide cos my dad is gonna be more strict nxt yr... but i muz continue to do things by faith... i must live a God centered life.. can't let excuses get into my way of serving God.. dun wanna stumble, dun wanna backslide.. must continue to have desire for God... yes... i muz give my best for God... keep God in mind... I give anyone the permission to scold me and even slap me if i back slide next year... wake me up... don't let me fall back... i thank you in advance...
its been a life changing year... from not knowing God to receving Jesus... wow... my life have had a 180 degrees change.. i am changed by God... i am still changing... its the best gift i have ever received.. a gift from God... life is good... God is great... i still need to change alot.. i still have problems receiving constructive critisism... is till feel bad when i know that i have flaws.. must learn to accept that i am not perfect.. and that i need to right these flaws to become more Christlike... let God move in me.. Let the Holy Spirit change me from inside out... may next year be a even more fruitful year... yes... let me grow so much more...
God bless...
changeme.
11:34 PM
woot... service was cool... met cat at ard 2.. went to muji to buy pens.. haha.. got a new green pen.. then went to mac.. ate FRIES and mcCHICKEN... haha.. yup.. today can break fast le... then walked ard...b4 rushing to somerset to meet wei kit and elis.. suppose to meet grace one.. but she couldn't make it... but she coming tml.. yeah...
then met weikit and elis.. haha.. elis quite pretty ya... then went for service... spoke to them for a little while.. then went into nexus audi.. cool la... then some praise... haix.. dunno how to talk to them... then got drama and dance... tink they were amused by it la.. haha.. then got sermon... Coming Home For Christmas.... wow... yup.. then worship...altar call... nv accept Jesus.. but got sow seeds la.. then on the way to mrt got talk abit more la.. like if they they wanna noe more can find mi..yup...
then went to starhub with yenn and chialing...don't u wish ur girlfriend was short like me.. haha... chias amused by it... then reached starhub.. then dunno how chessia says she knows... yup... i saw you... haha.. then vanessa kip teasing.. chessia also..wah.. hope wun the whole unit find out la... they were VERY obvious... haix... nvm... went back home and slacked..
tml got party at lestari's hse.. hope can go.. also got caroling and stay over.. i wanna go.. haha... pray... oh well... wanna continue to walk right wif GoD...will nv ever let you stumble mi... NEVER... seems like my bro can't go service tml.. sad.. haix... nvm.. there will be more chances...
God bless...
changeme.
9:52 PM
Thursday, December 22, 2005
a list:
1. physics
2. a math
3. gwen interview
4. schools iMultiply
5. Jump concert
6. camp reflections
7. bio mind map
8. eng situational writing
haix.. so much so much.. better do all soon.. esp the phy and amath.. going to try finis by 4am... the phy and a math... nid to do so tml can go service... haix
then still got sat caroling.. hope can go lorx.. haix.. dun think can stay la... sad right... haix... crap manx... nvm... spend xmas wif family? maybe get my bro to go service....
god bless
changeme.
8:07 PM
then saw tat pearly changed her blog add!! incorrigible! when i finally know her blog add she change! haha.. cos too many ppl know le... haha... oki, i will find YOU! one day... haha.... god bless
Monday, December 19, 2005
slept at 7am.. woke up at 3pm... haha... 8 hrs of slpt... weird hrs... woke up to watch tv and eat late lunch...
changeme.
4:08 PM
urgh! went to read the reviews for Narnia... then decided to read by ratings and it started wif F.. could see ppl accusing Christians of using Chronicles to shame Harry Potter, or its not believable... not as good as LOTR.. not as good as HP... Some say its not a movie full of Christian values cos of the violence and witchcraft.. saying the books written by C.S Lewis are questionable...they call it plain.. said it was hollow...
lots of ppl saying its not like LOTR... urgh! of cos its not!!!!!! can't they see? are they blind? its NOT like LOTR!!!!!! why do they think its like LOTR??? its four CHILDREN as main leads! they go in and EXPECT an LOTR when its NOT, and come out unsatisfied and give bad reviews...
Why do hardcore sci-fi, fantasy movie goers watch this show? its not HARDCORE!!! its for FAMILY and KIDS!!! they go in and expect to find full sci-fi/fantasy CGI and come out unsatisfied and give bad reviews?? ITS NOT HARDCORE sci-fi or fantasy!!! can't they see that frm the trailer????
ppl expect too much!!! the bk is so short!! what do u think can be found? long descriptions of how each and every character shld be???? of each and every place?? NO!!! the director has to imagine it himself.. and when u are unsatisfied with his imagination,u give bad reviews.. urgh!!!
ppl, who nv read the bks and dun understand the movie, went to watch it, and got confused and accused the movie of being bad...
oki.. i don't mind those who have read the bks and understood the story and are disappointed with the lack of details or the too rushed sequences.. no.. at least they know what they were going in for.. unlike others who went in with ideas that were not meant to be presented in the movie and was obvious in the trailers.... like the lack of the gifts for edmund and stuff... it was in the bk and not in the movie.. tat kind of disappointment i can accept... nt those who din know what was in the bk and walked in blindly, either wif hope of understanding or wif hope of being wowed...
nvm... haix...
god bless...
changeme.
5:26 AM
many who are critical of King KOng often only see the surface of the movie.. they dun see the underlying current that is flowing... it isn't w/o flaws.. the 3 t-rex scene was too long.. the journey frm skull island to nyc was missing at the end... i dun think the journey to skull island was too long...
some are too stuck on the 1933 version... they can't take more subplots... they wan a repeat... but even true critics are willing to give a B.. the users who gave D din appreciate the movie's underlying plot... they were too surface... they couldn't see and feel wat was beyond the pictures.. they couldn't see the thousand words in the picture... yup... so they felt it was bad...
it was good... not best, but definitely good enuff.... urgh.. dislike surface ppl..
God bless
changeme.
4:13 AM
woah.. just came back frm watching king kong... movie started at 10.40pm... 2o mins of advert i believe... great show.. wonderful graphics... if u are going to watch the show and dun wan any SPOILERS pls STOP READING... gonna comment on the show.. so if u DON'T WANT SPOILERS, PLS STOP READING!!
Naomi Watts
Ann Darrow
Jack Black
Carl Denham
Adrien Brody
Jack Driscoll
Andy Serkis
King Kong/Lumpy the Cook
Thomas Kretschmann
Captain Englehorn
Kyle Chandler
Bruce Baxter
Colin Hanks
Preston
Jamie Bell
Jimmy
Evan Dexter Parke
Hayes
Lobo Chan
Choy
John Sumner
Herb
Craig Hall (II)
Mike
Ray Woolf
Helmsman
woah.. great show.. beginning wif frail little girl, ann, looking for a job.. a director, carl, desparate for a big break.. both meet.. director engages girl... he brings her onto a ship.. headed for a place not found on any map expect the one carl found somewhere... its begins...
ann is a great fan of jack's work. jack is a theatre writer of great demand and he is trapped on the ship by carl's works... carl needs him to complete a script... a script for his big break... ann mistakes someone for jack.. but sparks still fly btw them... jack writes a play for ann... a comedy... they fell in love... the crew finds out tat they are not going to singapore as they thought.... instead, they are going to some place called skull island... it is rumored tat there is a great wall and behind it lives a monstrous creature...
adrien, who plays jack, is handsome.. had to comment on tat... he is not the cool guy on the street, instead.. he is the passionate one... passionate abt his writings.. passionate abt love... yes.. u can see his passion... its so there... he is just captivating.. yes... he is handsome in his own ways... he captivates me...
ann, played by naomi, is this girl who sees both sides... she can't stop both sides from conflicting... she tries to stop them.. but she is only one person.... she offers comfort to the one who has only her to depend on... she feels helpless.. she tries to run... she sees the humanity in wat everyone thought was the beast... jack saw the humanity too.. though to a lesser degree than ann... his passion is more for ann than for kong... but still he tries to save it in some way... he understood kong's moods... though not as much as ann, who can see thru the beast to find the human.... yes...
carl, played by jack black, is a really great character... he wants to get his big break, and will do it at any cost... it is said best by jack driscoll, the writer, "it is now that u can see carl's unfailing ability to destroy the things he loves..." something along those lines.. yes, carl needs a big break.. but not at the extent of something that he can really learn to treasure...
they found the island... ann is sacrificed by the natives to kong... the action begins... as the crew, jack, carl and some others went on the island to save ann, ann is in kong's hands.... when ann tries to escape, kong finds out and begin to get angry.. until ann makes him laugh.. then she made him angry by retaliating towards his antics... such moments btw kong and ann is built up... feelings begin to flow...
the rescuers then meet with all sorts of creatures: dinosaurs, large insects, weird slimy creatures... many of their team died along the way... including hayes... the one man jimmy had always respected... jimmy was a boy who had been found in animal cages that the ship had shipped.. hayes found him and nutured him... they became like father and son, or maybe brothers... jimmy was upset... jack comforted him... then more creatures came... the rest of the crew came to rescue them.. onli 3 of them were left.. jack, jimmy and carl... the rest of the initial grp had been lost... they all climbed up to one side of the mountain.. except jack.. who wanted to cont'd his search for ann, believing that she was still alive...hayes and jimmy could have been slash... not supposed to say so.. but couldn't stop seeing the link... jack and jimmy too.. when jack hugs jimmy to comfort him of hayes death... looked so slashy.. not supposed to say it.. but they would have looke quite okay together.. yup... wouldn't be surprised it there were slash scenes written abt it... it really looked so slashy.. oh well.. could have been sparks flying.. haha..
ann is being chased by many creatures... when she screams, kong comes to her aid, and fends them off, even though he got hurt many times trying to protact ann.. ann is left unscathed except for a few cuts and bruises... he brings her to a place of santuary.. where there is a beautiful sunset... "beautiful" she says and tries to communicate with him.. she hits against her chest... he looks at her and opened up his arms... she rested in his palms... she feels safe with him... in that moment, she begins to care for him... because she knows that he cares for her too.. he begins to love her in his own way.. and she begins to love him like a brother...
then jack finally finds her, and attempts to bring her back.. take her away frm kong... they are chased by kong...but in the end carl uses chlorofoam to sedate kong and brought him back to new york as the eighth world wonder...
carl becomes famous for his discovery, the threatre where kong was going to be shown live was full house... as the show begins, kong is brought out in chains... the scene of the sacrifice is replayed, but not with ann... for a moment kong looks repulsed... the audience (in the movie theatre) laughs.. it was a comic moment..
jack, who had been watching the comedy written for ann, was given a paradigm shift by some of the dialogue on the script.. he realised that he needed to look for ann... he went to the theatre where kong was.. he sees kong and makes his statement, "it is now that u can see carl's unfailing ability to destroy the things he loves..." he recognises that kong is not sedate anymore and urges the theatre audience to leave.. they are unwilling to listen.. until kong breaks off the chains and goes on a rampage... jack knows that he is looking for ann.. jack knows, in some way, tat kong is not going to hurt ann... as kong begin to go after every blonde woman he saw.. for ann's hair was blond... jack begins to find a way to distract him and take kong away from the public... ann, who is running frm it all, in a dance theatre, walks out to find army tanks heading towards somewhere..s he knows what it means.. she knows that kong might be hurt... she runs to find kong..
jack, who distracts kong into an empty street, is finally knocked unconcious by kong... ann walks up the street, and kong offers his palm.. she sits in it, secure... kong brings her to the park... where the lake is frozen.. they have some child like fun.. and for a moment.. it is so peaceful and quiet... they are brother and sister playing in the snow..
then the army comes... gun shots rang in the air.. he climbs up the empire state building... he cradles her in his hand... nv allowing her to be crushed by any accidental squeeze... no, he is gentle with her.. nv savage...for a moment.. it is only 2 of them on the top of the world.. it is sunset.. and he hits against his chest.. "yes, beautiful..." she says... kong has learnt..
then the aeroplanes came.. he is cornered... jack entered the building thru force... he takes the lift... kong is left to fend for himself... he went to the highest top.... the planes fired at him and they were able to dodge his attacks.. ann tries to reach him... he manages to destroy one plane.. he gets shot even more.. jack is in the lift.. it is ascending slowly... as ann reaches kong, she tries to stop tghe planes from firing.. kong is weakening.. a final round of shots and he is killed.. he falls to the ground.. eyes wide open... ann's eyes are blue.. sparkling with tears.. jack finally reaches the top.. he calls out her name... she moved toward him and embraced...
at the ground, journalists are taking pictures.. some reporters question and why was kong willing to go on top of the building and get cornered in the end... another said kong was just a senseless animal... but carl said,"it was the beauty that killed the beast..".. end of story...
truly wonderful movie.. wowed by it.. there may be some moments too long or too short, but every moment was captivating.. there were some parts where i couldn't bear to watch, like those of large insects coming and stuff... yuck... but the passion, the drive was there.. 3 hrs is not too long for this movie... its just ok... jus nice..
love the parts where jack and ann just had moments together..or ann and kong... it was truly peaceful and loving.. jack is really one tat captivates mi..so passionate.. so full of drive... so understanding to ann..i really like him... can't get enuff... yup... it was truly a great movie...
peter jackson really has a great flair for such movies.. its truly is so majestic... if watched in a theatre like lido.. the movie would be much more majestic and wondrous.. it truly is good... definitely up there with LOTR...maybe the ending shld be ann living with kong and jimmy wif jack... nvm...
so really shld go watch it... adrien is handsome!... haha... he is so passionate.. ok ok.. wun be obssesive.. he is an understated hero.. he has the rising writer look.. the passion.. love it.
some may complain, and i can see what they complain abt.. but in the end.. i choose to look at the good side of the movie.. i am not a critic of this movie...i have enjoyed it...
i love it... great show...
changeme.
2:16 AM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
haha.. changed my blogskin again.. haha.. love this one... =).. slackin all day.. dead manx.. mus do hwk.. but later nid to buy movie tix and go grandma hse.. haix..
i love my blogskin...
God is an awesome God...
changeme.
4:17 PM
"u have the talent.. it depends on whether u want to go the extra mile and work at it..."
heard this on a movie.. ya.. it really depends on whether we wanna work hard abt the talents wif have.. so work hard at ur talents... u can do it...
God bless..
changeme.
2:02 PM
"you know wat? forget it la..."
whoever said this was an insensitive jerk... i won't say who but do u know that u can really hurt ppl'sfeelings wif ur words.. no, i wasn't the one whom these words were referring to... but i heard it said to a fren and it creates a really bad impression abt that guy... can't he be more sensitive and say,"don't worry abt it..."
insensitive.
jerks.
urgh... so rash and quick with words.. they hurt... do u noe that ur words can put ppl in difficult situations, trying to solve the problem for u while u go on a hissy fit? why can't u be more sensitive and work out the problem together.. and assure the one who made the mistake by accident, saying, "don't worry, we'll work it out.."
oh well... dislike guys who are so insensitive to feelings of others when they try to help u... nvm...
insensitive jerks.
changeme.
2:10 AM
Saturday, December 17, 2005
urgh.. i have this one major BIG sin tat i nid to be rid of.. it always interrupts my life.. it kips mi frm doing other things.. its wastes my time...
reasons to give it up:
it interrupts my life
it kips mi frm doing other things
it wastes my time
it pops up when i am weak
its against God
its a SIN
its disrupting my walk with God
it leads mi away frm God
it does no good in my life
its an addiction
its really bad
urgh... and wat is this sin? reading stories online... they are too long... it takes mi hrs to complete one.. a total waste of time.. urgh!!!!!!!
i shld start to stop.. i rather read blogs and surf net aimlessly than to read.... urgh!!!
may God change mi frm inside out.. cos w/o God, i dun think its possible for mi to break the addiction.. if i can do it.. its gonna be a realli great breakthru... i shall claim it by faith...
god guides..
changeme.
11:49 PM
wow... part 1 of 2 of xmas service... really great....
slpt at 2 but dunno why woke up quite early today.. was feeling energetic.. haha... then slacked ard.. completed article and then rushed to bathe.. received news of cat's grandma's death..my condolences... she din slp for whole nite.. take care ok? dun fall sick... missed u sorely at svc....
met swee hong ard 12.45... then went to starhub for shepherding... then i taught her how to go cine.. then rushed to tuition... when i called, they told mi the class already started. then they told mi my name wasn't on make up list. dotz. haha.
then ran all the way to cine to find swee hong. then found pearly, ernie and joy in toilet. hahs. then they bought some stuff then we left for mrt. jon and josh i handed over to the guys, so not really clear on them.. but they told mi they going to watch movie but still came for svc in the end... met peiting and talked a bit wif her.. she cut her hair... looks nicer.. she was quiet thru out service... kept praying for God to touch her... she needed a bit more time.. wanted to noe more.. yup... but i still prayed for her la...
pearly's classmate converted.. haha.. praise God.. tml nid to follow up on her la.. so nid to pray tat i can go lorx.. yupz... nid to do hwk and finish some by tonight.. like phy and egeog.. sorry to those ppl in my egeog grp... haven been researching much...
then ate at starhub... then took neoprint.. 12 ppl in one photo... oh well... it was great.. gave everything to yuqian to scan into com.. yups.. left wif steph and petts.. petts went to cine.. met up wif her parents to watch movie bah... then mi and steph took mrt till city hall.. she meeting her mom at suntec... go to bbq/chalet at pasir ris.. can't believe tat diqiang is her cousin.. haha...
went to interchange.. seventeen still not out yet... haix... watever... nid to do stuff soon...
today's service was really good.. it really touched me to be back in contact wif the fundementals again.. to be back where i first realli understood what jesus did for mi... He lived to die... tat is truly the one thing i can nv comprehend.. why love us sinners so much to die for us.... but His love is truly that unconditional... and His grace is truly so boundless... thank you, thank you for dying on the cross, JUST FOR ME...
He died, just for YOU and ME.. for us sinners, who may nv acknowledge Him... but He still chose the nails...
the coolest thing abt Jesus, about the One who gave up a crown of heaven for a crown of thorns, is the fact that he did it all, JUST FOR YOU.
so will u take His gift of salvation today? its the best gift i can offer any one who doesn't know Jesus personally yet... no money can ever buy a greater gift, for this gift, comes from the grace of God...
god bless...
changeme.
10:36 PM
Friday, December 16, 2005
wah.. today woke up at ten.. then was rushing to pp to meet gwen.. then reach there she say she'll be late... then also supposed to meet pearly.. but she also late.. so went to yoshi to find yuqian.. then pearly arrived. then rachel came.. wear razor back and skirt.. and yoshi is VERY EXTREMELY COLD... dunno how she can stand it.. in the end she borrow jacket frm pearly.. hahas.. then vanessa came..
i met gwen ard 12 plus.. haha.. talked and interview her.. kip asking her hard qns... she so difficult to answer la... think i not too clear.. but ok ok la.. hahs.. think its sorta short..
then kept on doing hwk after tat... shern and chessia came.. haha... then too cold la... they can't concentrate.. so pearly, chessia and shern went to shop... lolx.. the rachel was stuck doing compo and i was still doing emath.. haix... yu qian doing POA... haha.. the vanessa crap more with rachel then she left to go to swim.. haha... then do till can't take it le then we move out to water rise... haha... tat was open air so not COLD... then we bought some miserable pancake... hah.. then sit there do hwk.. shern, pearly and chessia came back.. talk a while then they got shop again.. haha...
then finally rachel finished cl compo... then all started to slack.. then bought old chang kee stuff and ate it at water rise.. haha... then finally went to find the shoppers.. haha...met them at 77 street... tey bought wat they wanted and left.. then left mi and pearly.. went to buy stuff for her sis then find stuff for visitors.. haha... then saw one nice keychain in the end she buy for herself!! hahah... walked ard in mph.. saw stuff... pearly bought a bk.... walk ard.. hahas.. got lots of gifts... but we nv buy.. haha... then went home...
then on my way home received news tat cat's grandma in hospital.. so must pray for her la.. ya..so i prayed... ya... hope tat she'll get better again.. realli be touched by God...
God blessed..
changeme.
9:49 PM
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
this is a new beginning, a new blog..
why the same name? this time its All Open... i wan my life to open up to ppl who can and will speak into my life... i dun wanna remain closed up anymore.. including closing up from God... i wan to open up and let God speak into my life.. so this time its all_open....
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changeme.
3:49 PM
i wanna have a new start....
=)
changeme.
2:59 PM